Full Bloom of Desire

There is this model who is featured on an art nude photo sight.  She is middle aged and has a full figure.  You might call her fleshy.  The amazing thing about her is her expressiveness.  She is at complete ease with her body and nudity.  She is in love with life.  In her case it is not the body that needs a garment but the other way round.  She contemplates her desires, never splashes.

The feminine needs to unite with the masculine in a hundred ways.  Most of them are transactional and power based either tending to use physical power or economic one.  And there are ways that arise from powerlessness, like porn and live shows.  But she contemplates - which means she waits for that perfect transcendental union in which both the masculine and the feminine merge into one consciousness that belongs to neither.  That is what I call the Full Bloom of Desire.  Tantra, I have a feeling, is based on this kind of transcendence, that accepts sexuality and doesn't deny it.

Here are the glimpses of this full Bloom goddess from igmar.photosight.ru

Obviously she has had a full life of desire, but there is still a lot of it left in her.  She has no reserve in admitting it, as you can see in this pose of hers.  Disrobed as she is, you notice that she has taken good care of herself.  That is a sign of accepting oneself as it is.  Her recline shows that she is in no hurry, though open to all kind of possibilities. 

In the picture below you see another facet - she recalls those perfect unions that went beyond two bodies and lifted them as one spirit in unison.  Those memories bring on a smile and a sense of responsible choice, which means not giving in to carnal impulses and instead trying to move slowly and gingerly.  The way she places one thigh over the other is suggesting this caution and at the same time the expectation that things can again happen.